Well lately ive just been thinking about my life. I mean i do the same thing day after day. Im not saying that thats bad i mean i have a good life great friends and family things i enjoy im good in school but sometimes i just think its soo boring. I personaly would like to look back and have all these exciting things to tell and things to show for my life. Im not really a religous person and i truly believe that this life is not a test for the next. I have to believe that this is all we have and we have to do what we can with the time we have and hopfully leave the world knowing i did somethin anything worth while. Id like to take more risks i mean when u think about it my life is like 1/4th over and i have nothing to show for it. I really want to get my tounge pierced but my controling mother and father are the most hipicritical people ever! I mean jeasus crist she has a tatoo its just soooo blaaaa! Makes me sick that i have no control over my own life! gkfbaoefilghb;kaefjhbguipdafshg!

well for now id like to suggest a couple of songs by the Cobra Starship

i know that sounds like a gay name but really they have fun music! they do the best remakes ever
Hollaback boy and i kissed a boy- my favorite
i swear they're good and its kinda funny so go to you-tube and take a look

well thats it for now
kiss-kisss

this year...

soo this year is going a little better than last. no more spanish class thank god! anyway im talking to more people this year and i like most of my classes pottery, business law- i know it sounds hard and stupid but i lkie it cuz im a liberal person and i lkie to discuss things like the death penalty and abortion. and i know most people wont agree but i think women should have that option even though i wouldnt do that personaly. but it really pisses me off when u have these men in office or middleaged women trying to make it illegal. cuz of corse they could care less they dont need the option they wont ever be in a tough situation! and how dare men try to take away the right of a women - NEWSFLASH its not there decision to make in my opinion

remembering 9/11

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_9JiNPo9KU

everyone must go to this u tube video and watch! u will cry ur eyes out i promise! We should all be doing somthing to comenmerate 9/11 and show we still remember those who died! Its really important that we all care and r there for eachother! im sorry i didnt post this on 9/11!

Whats Up

School has just started and i already have no idea whats up and i mean in the i dont know what I want way!New people old people. Its just everything and how i really have nothing new to say which is soo ovious by this blog! i decided im joining a club and talking more in general. plus hopfully ill find a great guy! Fingers crossed!!!!

PAY IT FORWARD

Everyone needs to watch this movie its amazing! Its all about change and making the world better. I know that sounds corny but in the end we should all really be helping eachother no questions asked. People cant just expect things to change without doing anything to change them.People should just care more and stand by eachother.

School....and everything

wow i cant believe tomarrow is my first day of school! im kinda freakin out!!! all i can think is about finding my classes, my teachers, seeing everyone, finding my locker and of corse riding the HORRIBLE BUS!!!!!!!!!!! And as always i know that i will stay up all night going over every single sinario in my head. hense only getting 30 mins of sleep and then have to get up at 6 to get ready. I will think about the guys ive liked and how it is ganna be when we're around eachother. how they've changed and how i have too.its just soooo incredable unfair, scary, and just the fact that i have no control which i guess is the thing that scares me the most! i will also be majorly hoping to find a great, brand new and amazing guy. but in a way i still hope i can do it on my own (without any safety net) i just want to be strong and brave.... "What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?" Vincent Van Gogh but the thing is i dont usually do everything i want. i think everything threw, i question, and i never really know what to do or how i fell for that matter.i guess i should try to get out there more this year but i still will admit my freinds will due and they r all i need "and i let that be enough" ... from the book... RULES.

Friends

Who really and truly knows u? So u wanna find out who was really listening to u all those times u blabbed on and on? Go to.... http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/index.php and make a quiz all about u and send to all ur friends!

haha! dont know if i agree with everything in this but most Its pretty true!

PARENTS!

My parents are sooo judgemental and hypercritical! I can't stand it. they think they know everything including what im thinking! How would they know when was the last time they were in high school! IT PISSES ME OFF! how dare they judge my friends that they dont know and act like i cant make any good decisions like im some 2 year old!!!!!!!! i wish they would just give me some freaking space!!!!!!!!!!!JEEZ

Quotes by...

Well today i fell like sharing some inspiring words by the smart people below....

Attack life, it's going to kill you anyway. -- Steven Coallier

Life isn't worth living unless you're willing to take some big chances and go for broke.-- Eliot Wiggington

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsiously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. Sir I just wanna say thank you . . . You saved my life.- Timo Cruz played by actor Rick Gonzalez
-watch this movie!!!!!!!!!!!-COACH CARTER

I LOVE quotes but they are way eaiser said then done! anyway i hope they inspire you and push you to do that sertain thing you always wanted to do. as always good luck!

The secret Life....

I love the new series The Secret Life of the American Teenager! It is a great show and keeps u hooked!!! While i was watching i started to think about how more people should adopt kids. Its a solution to many problems. "Love for your children, by birth or adoption, grows from parenting, from nurturing and from sharing your life. Your child is yours regardless of how he or she joined your family"stated by Dawn Davenport.If u would like to read more go to her site at http://www.parentguidenews.com/articles/March07/Adoption.php

Guys

At this moment im trying to avoid texting this guy. Im starting to get obsessed. He is gorgous, smart, funny, and a major flirt. The problem is flirts with everyone not just me. Plus he has a girlfriend. So.. for my fellow peeps trying to get their mind off a guy i suggest quizzes!http://www.quibblo.com/ Its a great site!

Im the average 15 year old girl trying to survive. Life is... crazy, messy, unexpected, unfair, amazing, confusing, complex, unpridictable, scary, and undiniably brilliant. As teenagers we have wayy too many issues but its what we have to deal with. But to my fellow teens I must insist you watch the movie In the Land of Women. Well for now good luck facing your battles!